The chair next to her writing table is the chair my parents tied me to that day. Not the same chair, but a cousin of it, Hitchcock from Connecticut, factory beside sluice gates through which shad leap, rubefacted with roe. My cervical vertebra feels the peneblum. My swayback sways away from the lower bar, and I can almost still feel, with my buttocks, the maze of glazed string in the seat. My wrists do not remember being tied to the struts rising from the seat, it makes me uneasy to try to remember that. But I remember the alphabet soup she fed me, the pleasure of being spoon-fed, I wanted to read each dense message as if it were falling, intelligible manna. When I was alone in the roomI would drift . . . I had never been without pencil or paper - no scissors, no Scotch tape. I would sing, sometimes, loaf-shaped quatrains from the hymnal, but when someone approached I'd be silent. When my father came in, I wonder what it was like for him to come into a room with his child tied to a chair in it, I think he liked it,I think it felt right to him, he had great faith in me. I would be a chair that grew up and spoke well and went to his college. I was the maple they tapped, troughed, I was their Druid, they trusted me, they knew if there was to be sweetness ever come out of that house, it would have to come from me. | Discover our Poem Explanations and Poet Analyses!Other Poems of Interest...AUTUMN MOVEMENT by CARL SANDBURG VANQUISHED; ON THE DEATH OF GENERAL GRANT by FRANCIS FISHER BROWNE THE STENOGRAPHERS by PATRICIA KATHLEEN PAGE THE HOUSE OF LIFE: 71. THE CHOICE (1) by DANTE GABRIEL ROSSETTI TO THE GARDEN THE WORLD by WALT WHITMAN THE WHITE CHARGER by ABUS SALT YOUTH'S SONGS by MAXWELL ANDERSON OUT OF THE HILLS by IRENE ARCHER THE IMPROVISATORE: ALBERT AND EMILY by THOMAS LOVELL BEDDOES |