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MY ALTER EGO by JEANNETTE EUGENIE CUSHING

First Line: I TOOK MY SOUL, AND WALKED THE WIDE WORLD THRU
Last Line: FORLORN, I WANDER, FOR MY OTHER SELF IS DEAD.
Subject(s): MANKIND; SOLITUDE; SOUL; HUMAN RACE; LONELINESS;

I took my soul, and walked the wide world thru,
Into the noisy haunts of life, and cruel men,
Trying to mingle with the throng again,
As once upon a time we used to do.
My soul cried out in fright, and mortal pain,
"I prithee, let me but once more regain
Those cloistered walls I once thought dark and grey.
I cannot bear the gibes of men and the glare of day.
Unused am I to the loud market place,
Unfitted I,—to enter the vain race
For fortune's prize and for elusive fame.
I am a spirit—pensive, wild and shy;
Aloofly reticent, I can only die,
Unless you give me back the wind and evening sky."
Sadly, I knelt beside her on the ground
Eager to listen, if perchance another sound
I yet might hear. A change came o'er her face,
Her fainting spirit, so full of olden grace,
Faded, before my promises could reach her ear;
And I was left alone—no more I hear
Her whisper, when the stars shine o'er my head,
Forlorn, I wander, for my other self is dead.



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