I. O HAPPY time! Art's early days! When o'er each deed, with sweet self-praise, Narcissus-like I hung! When great Rembrandt but little seem'd, And such Old Masters all were deem'd As nothing to the young! II. Some scratchy strokes -- abrupt and few, So easily and swift I drew, Sufficed for my design; My sketchy, superficial hand, Drew solids at a dash -- and spann'd A surface with a line. III. Not long my eye was thus content, But grew more critical -- my bent Essay'd a higher walk; I copied leaden eyes in lead -- Rheumatic hands in white and red, And gouty feet -- in chalk. IV. Anon my studious art for days Kept making faces -- happy phrase, For faces such as mine! Accomplish'd in the details then, I left the minor parts of men, And drew the form divine. V. Old Gods and Heroes -- Trojan -- Greek, Figures -- long after the antique, Great Ajax justly fear'd; Hectors, of whom at night I dreamt, And Nestor, fringed enough to tempt Bird-nesters to his beard. VI. A Bacchus, leering on a bowl, A Pallas, that out-stared her owl, A Vulcan -- very lame, A Dian stuck about with stars, With my right hand I murder'd Mars -- (One Williams did the same.) VII. But tired of this dry work at last, Crayon and chalk aside I cast, And gave my brush a drink! Dipping -- "as when a painter dips In gloom of earthquake and eclipse," -- That is -- in Indian ink. VIII. Oh then, what black Mont Blancs arose, Crested with soot, and not with snows: What clouds of dingy hue! In spite of what the bard has penn'd, I fear the distance did not "lend Enchantment to the view." IX. Not Radclyffe's brush did e'er design Black Forests, half so black as mine, Or lakes so like a pall; The Chinese cake dispers'd a ray Of darkness, like the light of Day And Martin over all. X. Yet urchin pride sustain'd me still, I gaz'd on all with right good will, And spread the dingy tint; "No holy Luke help'd me to paint, The devil surely, not a Saint, Had any finger in't!" XI. But colours came! -- like morning light, With gorgeous hues displacing night, Or Spring's enliven'd scene: At once the sable shades withdrew; My skies got very, very blue; My trees extremely green. XII. And wash'd by my cosmetic brush, How Beauty's cheek began to blush With lock of auburn stain -- (Not Goldsmith's Auburn) -- nut-brown hair, That made her loveliest of the fair; Not "loveliest of the plain!" XIII. Her lips were of vermilion hue; Love in her eyes, and Prussian blue, Set all my heart in flame A young Pygmalion, I ador'd The maids I made -- but time was stor'd With evil -- and it came! XIV. Perspective dawn'd -- and soon I saw My houses stand against its law; And "keeping" all unkept! My beauties were no longer things For love and fond imaginings; But horrors to be wept! XV. Ah! why did knowledge ope my eyes? Why did I get more artist-wise? It only serves to hint, What grave defects and wants are mine; That I'm no Hilton in design -- In nature no Dewint! XVI. Thrice happy time! -- Art's early days! When o'er each deed, with sweet self-praise, Narcissus-like I hung! When great Rembrandt but little seem'd, And such Old Masters all were deem'd As nothing to the young! | Discover our Poem Explanations and Poet Analyses!Other Poems of Interest...BEETHOVEN'S THIRD SYMPHONY by RICHARD HOVEY THE FIRST THANKSGIVING DAY [1621] by MARGARET JUNKIN PRESTON THE SECOND BROTHER; ACT 2, SCENE 1 by THOMAS LOVELL BEDDOES JERUSALEM; THE EMANATION OF THE GIANT ALBION: CHAPTER 2 by WILLIAM BLAKE ON THE LIGHTHOUSE AT ANTIBES by MATHILDE BLIND FIAMMETTA: SONNET. TO DANTE IN PARADISE by GIOVANNI BOCCACCIO MY DELIGHT by GAMALIEL BRADFORD |