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TWO LIVES. PART 2: 6 by WILLIAM ELLERY LEONARD

First Line: WHAT ISSUED FROM THAT SCHOOLING? THAT I'LL WRITE
Last Line: I CHIDED, I REBUKED HER -- AND SHE WEPT.

What issued from that schooling? That I'll write
Brief as the dot-and-dash that spells "He's dead"
Upon the wire for one who waits in dread --
Brief -- for at best I shall not sleep tonight:
My watchfulness, too anxious, alert, and sly,
Became suspicion of every act and word,
And many a motion, as natural as a bird,
I tortured to a hint of brain awry.
My lessoning, even where my judgment kept
Its finger on her perilous part, became,
In its long, sad futility, a flame
That chafed, that gnawed me when I waked or slept.
Thus sometimes (name me by the brutal name!)
I chided, I rebuked her -- and she wept.



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