1 What fortune did my heart foretell? What shook my spirit, as I woke, Like the vibration of a bell Of which I had not heard the stroke? Was it some happy vision shut From memory by the sun's fresh ray? Was it that linnet's song; or but A natural gratitude for day? Or the mere joy the senses weave, A wayward ecstasy of life? Then I remember'd, yester-eve I won Honoria for my Wife. 2 Forth riding, while as yet the day Was dewy, watching Sarum Spire, Still beckoning me along my way, And growing every minute higher, I reach'd the Dean's. One blind was down, Though nine then struck. My bride to be! And had she rested ill, my own, With thinking (oh, my heart!) of me? I paced the streets; a pistol chose, To guard my now important life When riding late from Sarum Close; At noon return'd. Good Mrs. Fife, To my, 'The Dean, is he at home?' Said, 'No, Sir; but Miss Honor is;' And straight, not asking if I'd come, Announced me, 'Mr. Felix, Miss,' To Mildred, in the Study. There We talk'd, she working. We agreed The day was fine; the Fancy-Fair Successful; 'Did I ever read 'De Genlis?' 'Never.' 'Do! She heard 'I was engaged.' 'To whom?' 'Miss Fry.' 'Was it the fact?' 'No!' 'On my word?' 'What scandal people talk'd!' 'Would I 'Hold out this skein of silk.' So pass'd I knew not how much time away. 'How were her sisters?' 'Well.' At last I summon'd heart enough to say, 'I hoped to see Miss Churchill too.' 'Miss Churchill, Felix! What is this? 'I said, and now I find 'tis true, 'Last night you quarrell'd! Here she is.' 3 She came, and seem'd a morning rose When ruffling rain has paled its blush; Her crown once more was on her brows; And, with a faint, indignant flush, And fainter smile, she gave her hand, But not her eyes, then sate apart, As if to make me understand The honour of her vanquish'd heart. But I drew humbly to her side; And she, well pleased, perceiving me Liege ever to the noble pride Of her unconquer'd majesty, Once and for all put it away; The faint flush pass'd; and, thereupon, Her loveliness, which rather lay In light than colour, smiled and shone, Till sick was all my soul with bliss; Or was it with remorse and ire Of such a sanctity as this Subdued by love to my desire? | Discover our Poem Explanations and Poet Analyses!Other Poems of Interest...THE LOVE SONG OF J. ALFRED PRUFROCK by THOMAS STEARNS ELIOT EVENING SONG OF THE TYROLESE PEASANTS by FELICIA DOROTHEA HEMANS TO THE NIGHTINGALE by JOHN MILTON THOMAS HOOD by EDWIN ARLINGTON ROBINSON SONNETS OF MANHOOD: 14. 'I LOVE THEE' by GEORGE BARLOW (1847-1913) |