'Love, I heard tell of thee so oft! Yea, thrice my face and bosom flush'd with heat Of sudden wings, Through delicatest ether feathering soft Their solitary beat. Long did I muse what service or what charms Might lure thee, blissful Bird, into mine arms; And nets I made, But not of the fit strings. At last, of endless failure much afraid, To-night I would do nothing but lie still, And promise, wert thou once within my window-sill, Thine unknown will. In nets' default, Finch-like me seem'd thou might'st be ta'en with salt; And here -- and how thou mad'st me start! -- Thou art.' 'O Mortal, by Immortals' cunning led, Who shew'd you how for Gods to bait your bed? Ah, Psyche, guess'd you nought I craved but to be caught? Wanton, it was not you, But I that did so passionately sue; And for your beauty, not unscath'd, I fought With Hades, ere I own'd in you a thought!' 'O, heavenly Lover true, Is this thy mouth upon my forehead press'd? Are these thine arms about my bosom link'd? Are these thy hands that tremble near my heart, Where join two hearts, for juncture more distinct? By thee and by my maiden zone caress'd, What dim, waste tracts of life shine sudden, like moonbeams On windless ocean shaken by sweet dreams! Ah, stir not to depart! Kiss me again, thy Wife and Virgin too! O Love, that, like a rose, Deckest my breast with beautiful repose, Kiss me again, and clasp me round the heart, Till fill'd with thee am I As the cocoon is with the butterfly! -- Yet how 'scape quite Nor pluck pure pleasure with profane delight? How know I that my Love is what he seems! Give me a sign That, in the pitchy night, Comes to my pillow an immortal Spouse, And not a fiend, hiding with happy boughs Of palm and asphodel The pits of hell!' ''Tis this: I make the childless to keep joyful house. Below your bosom, mortal Mistress mine, Immortal by my kiss, Leaps what sweet pain? A fiend, my Psyche, comes with barren bliss, A God's embraces never are in vain.' 'I own A life not mine within my golden zone. Yea, how 'Tis easier grown Thine arduous rule to don Than for a Bride to put her bride-dress on! Nay, rather, now 'Tis no more service to be borne serene, Whither thou wilt, thy stormful wings between. But, Oh, Can I endure This flame, yet live for what thou lov'st me, pure?' 'Himself the God let blame If all about him bursts to quenchless flame! My Darling, know Your spotless fairness is not match'd in snow, But in the integrity of fire. Whate'er you are, Sweet, I require. A sorry God were he That fewer claim'd than all Love's mighty kingdoms three!' 'Much marvel I That thou, the greatest of the Powers above, Me visitest with such exceeding love. What thing is this? A God to make me, nothing, needful to his bliss, And humbly wait my favour for a kiss! Yea, all thy legions of liege deity To look into this mystery desire.' 'Content you, Dear, with them, this marvel to admire, And lay your foolish little head to rest On my familiar breast. Should a high King, leaving his arduous throne, Sue from her hedge a little Gipsy Maid, For far-off royal ancestry bewray'd By some wild beauties, to herself unknown; Some voidness of herself in her strange ways Which to his bounteous fulness promised dainty praise; Some power, by all but him unguess'd, Of growing king-like were she king-caress'd; And should he bid his dames of loftiest grade Put off her rags and make her lowlihead Pure for the soft midst of his perfumed bed, So to forget, kind-couch'd with her alone, His empire, in her winsome joyance free; What would he do, if such a fool were she As at his grandeur there to gape and quake, Mindless of love's supreme equality, And of his heart, so simple for her sake That all he ask'd, for making her all-blest, Was that her nothingness alway Should yield such easy fee as frank to play Or sleep delighted in her Monarch's breast, Feeling her nothingness her giddiest boast, As being the charm for which he loved her most? What if this reed, Through which the King thought love-tunes to have blown, Should shriek, "Indeed, I am too base to trill so blest a tone!" Would not the King allege Defaulted consummation of the marriage-pledge, And hie the Gipsy to her native hedge?' 'O, too much joy; O, touch of airy fire; O, turmoil of content; O, unperturb'd desire, From founts of spirit impell'd through brain and blood! I'll not call ill what, since 'tis thine, is good, Nor best what is but second best or third; Still my heart fails, And, unaccustom'd and astonish'd, quails, And blames me, though I think I have not err'd. 'Tis hard for fly, in such a honied flood, To use her eyes, far more her wings or feet. Bitter be thy behests! Lie like a bunch of myrrh between my aching breasts. Some greatly pangful penance would I brave. Sharpness me save From being slain by sweet!' 'In your dell'd bosom's double peace Let all care cease! Custom's joy-killing breath Shall bid you sigh full soon for custom-killing death. So clasp your childish arms again around my heart: 'Tis but in such captivity The unbounded Heav'ns know what they be! And lie still there, Till the dawn, threat'ning to declare My beauty, which you cannot bear, Bid me depart. Suffer your soul's delight, Lest that which is to come wither you quite: For these are only your espousals; yes, More intimate and fruitfuller far Than aptest mortal nuptials are; But nuptials wait you such as now you dare not guess.' 'In all I thee obey! And thus I know That all is well: Should'st thou me tell Out of thy warm caress to go And roll my body in the biting snow, My very body's joy were but increased; More pleasant 'tis to please thee than be pleased. Thy love has conquer'd me; do with me as thou wilt, And use me as a chattel that is thine! Kiss, tread me under foot, cherish or beat, Sheathe in my heart sharp pain up to the hilt, Invent what else were most perversely sweet; Nay, let the Fiend drag me through dens of guilt; Let Earth, Heav'n, Hell 'Gainst my content combine; What could make nought the touch that made thee mine! Ah, say not yet, farewell!' 'Nay, that's the Blackbird's note, the sweet Night's knell. Behold, Beloved, the penance you would brave!' 'Curs'd when it comes, the bitter thing we crave! Thou leav'st me now, like to the moon at dawn, A little, vacuous world alone in air. I will not care! When dark comes back my dark shall be withdrawn! Go free; For 'tis with me As when the cup the Child scoops in the sand Fills, and is part and parcel of the Sea. I'll say it to myself and understand. Farewell! Go as thou wilt and come! Lover divine, Thou still art jealously and wholly mine; And this thy kiss A separate secret by none other scann'd; Though well I wis The whole of life is womanhood to thee, Momently wedded with enormous bliss. Rainbow, that hast my heaven sudden spann'd, I am the apple of thy glorious gaze, Each else life cent'ring to a different blaze; And, nothing though I be But now a no more void capacity for thee, 'Tis all to know there's not in air or land Another for thy Darling quite like me! Mine arms no more thy restless plumes compel! Farewell! Whilst thou art gone, I'll search the weary meads To deck my bed with lilies of fair deeds! And, if thou choose to come this eventide, A touch, my Love, will set my casement wide. Farewell, farwell! Be my dull days Music, at least, with thy remember'd praise!' 'Bitter, sweet, few and veil'd let be Your songs of me. Preserving bitter, very sweet, Few, that so all may be discreet, And veil'd, that, seeing, none may see.' |