LO, here stand I and Nature, gaze to gaze, And I the greater. Couch thou at my feet, Barren of heart, and beautiful of ways, Strong to weak purpose, fair and brute-brained beast. I am not of thy fools Who goddess thee with impious flatteries sweet, Stolen from the little Schools Which cheeped when that great mouth of Rydal ceased. A little suffer that I try What thou art, Child, and what am I -- Thy younger, forward brother, subtle and small, As thou art gross and of thy person great withal. Behold, the child With Nature needs not to be reconciled. The babe that keeps the womb Questions not if with love The life, distrained for its uses, come; Nor we demand, then, of The Nature who is in us and around us, Whose life doth compass, feed, and bound us, What prompteth her to bless With gifts, unknown for gifts, our innocent thanklessness. Mother unguessed is she, to whom We still are in the womb. Then comes the incidental day When our young mouth is weaned; and from her arms we stray. 'Tis over; not, mistake me not, Those divine gleams forgot Which one with a so ampler mouth hath sung; Not of these sings My weak endeavouring tongue; But of those simpler things Less heavenful: the unstrained integrity Moving most natively, As the glad customed lot Of birthright privilege allows, Through the domestic chambers of its Father's house; The virgin hills, provoking to be trod; The cloud, the stream, the tree, The allowing bosom of the warm-breathed sod -- No alien and untemptable delight. The wonder in a wondrous sight Was wondrous simple, as our simple God -- Yet not dulled, daily, base, But sweet and safe possession as our mother's face, Which we knew not for sweet, but sweetly had; For who says -- 'Lo, how sweet!' has first said -- 'Lo, how sad!' This, not to be regained with utmost sighs, This unconsidered birthright, is made void As Edom's, and destroyed. Grown man, we now despise Thee, known for woman, nor too wise; As still the mother human Is known for not too wise, and even woman. We take ingrateful, for a blinded while, Thine ignorant, sweet smile. Yield maids their eyes unto their lovers' gaze? -- Why, so dost thou. And is their gracious favour Doled but to draw us on through warped ways, Delays behind delays, To tempt with scent, And to deny the savour? -- Ah, Lady, if that vengeance were thy bent, Woman should 'venge thee for thy scorned smiles: Her ways are as thy ways, Her wiles are as thy wiles. No second joy; one only first and over, Which all life wanders from and looks back to; For sweet too sweet, till sweet is past recover: -- Let bitter Love and every bitter lover Say, @3Love's not bitter,@1 if I speak not true. The first kiss to repeat! The first 'Mine only Sweet!' Thine only sweet that sweetness, very surely, And a sour truth thou spakest, if thou knew. That first kiss to restore By Nature given so frankly, taken so securely! To knit again the broken chain; once more To run and be to the Sun's bosom caught; Over life's bended brows prevail With laughters of the insolent nightingale, Jocund of heart in darkness; to be taught Once more the daisy's tale, And hear each sun-smote buttercup clang bold, A beaten gong of gold; To call delaying Phoebus up with chanticleer; Once more, once more to see the Dawn unfold Her rosy bosom to the married Sun; Fulfilled with his delight, Perfected in sweet fear -- Sweet fear, that trembles for sweet joy begun As slowly drops the swathing night, And all her bared beauty lies warm-kissed and won! No extreme rites of penitence avail To lighten thee of knowledge, to impart Once more the language of the daisy's tale, And that doctorial Art Of knowing-not to thine oblivious heart! Of all the vain Words of man's mouth, there are no words so vain As 'once more' and 'again'! Hope not of Nature; she nor gives nor teaches; She suffers thee to take But what thine own hand reaches, And can itself make sovereign for thine ache. Ah, hope not her to heal The ills she cannot feel, Or dry with many-businessed hand the tear Which never yet was weak In her unfretted eyes, on her uncarked cheek. O heart of Nature! did man ever hear Thy yearned-for word, supposed dear? -- His pleading voice returns to him alone; He hears none other tone. No, no; Take back, O poets, your praises little-wise, Nor fool weak hearts to their unshunned distress, Who deem that even after your device They shall lie down in Nature's holiness: For it was never so; She has no hands to bless. Her pontiff thou; she looks to thee, O man; she has no use, nor asks not, for thy knee, Which but bewilders her, Poor child; nor seeks thy fealty, And those divinities thou wouldst confer. If thou wouldst bend in prayer, Arise, pass forth; thou must look otherwhere. Thy travail all is null; This Nature fair, This gate is closed, this Gate Beautiful, -- No man shall go in there, Since the Lord God did pass through it; 'Tis sealed unto the King, The King Himself shall sit Therein, with them that are His following. Go, leave thy labour null; Ponder this thing. Lady divine! That giv'st to men good wine, And yet the best thou hast And nectarous, keepest to the last, And bring'st not forth before the Master's sign: -- How few there be thereof that ever taste, Quaffing in brutish haste, Without distinction of thy great repast! For ah, this Lady I have much miscalled; Nor fault in her, but in thy wooing is; And her allowed lovers that are installed, Find her right frank of her sweet heart, y-wis. Then if thy wooing thou aright wouldst 'gin, Lo here the door; strait and rough-shapen 'tis, And scant they be that ever here make stays, But do the lintel miss, In dust of these blind days. Knock, tarry thou, and knock, Although it seem but rock: Here is the door where thou must enter in To heart of Nature and of Woman too, And olden things made new. Stand at the door and knock; For it unlocked Shall all locked things unlock, And win but here, thou shalt to all things win, And thou no more be mocked. For know, this Lady Nature thou hast left, Of whom thou fear'st thee reft, This Lady is God's Daughter, and she lends Her hand but to His friends, But to her Father's friends the hand which thou wouldst win; Then enter in, And here is that which shall for all make mends. | Discover our Poem Explanations and Poet Analyses!Other Poems of Interest...IN MEMORIAM A.H.H.: 51 by ALFRED TENNYSON EPITAPH by KENNETH SLADE ALLING EN PASSANT by EDITH COURTENAY BABBITT LOST LAUGHTER by MINNIE HALLOWELL BOWEN LITTLE JESSIE by WILLIAM C. CAMERON |