NURSE: . . . For whom, consumed With anguish, do you keep the unseen splendor And vain mystery of your being? HERODIADE: For myself. NURSE: Poor flower growing alone without a flutter Save for its shadow seen listless in the water. HERODIADE: Go, your pity with your irony keep. NURSE: Yet explain: O no, innocent child! This triumphant disdain must one day lessen. HERODIADE: But who would touch me, by the lions respected? I want, regardless, nothing human, and if with my eyes Lost in paradise you see me rapt, It is with remembering your milk once drunk. NURSE: Lamentable victim to her destiny offered! HERODIADE: Yes, it is for myself, for myself I flower secluded! You know this, gardens of amethyst, endlessly Buried in knowing abysses bedazzling, You, unfathomed gold guarding your ancient luster Under the dark sleep of a primeval soil, You, precious stones wherefrom my eyes like flawless gems Borrow their melodious shimmer, and you Metallics which lend my youthful tresses Their massive allure and a fatal splendor! As for you, woman born in centuries iniquitous With the sins of sibylline caves Who of a mortal speak! Who would from the calyxes Of my robes, fragrant of fierce delights, Have the pale tremor of my nudity emerge, Foretell that if the tepid azure of summer, Toward which innately woman unveils, In my pudency of tremulous star should see me, I die! I love the terror of being virgin and I fain Would live amid the dread my hair instills in me That I may, at evening, retired to my bed, Inviolate reptile, feel in my useless flesh The chill scintillation of your pallid light, You who burn with chastity, who die to yourself, White night of icicles and cruel snow! And your solitary sister, O my sister eternal Toward you my dream shall rise: indeed so rarely Limpid this heart brooding on it I feel I am alone in my monotonous homeland And all around me dwell in idolatry Of a mirror which reflects in its changeless calm Herodiade of the pristine diamond gaze . . . O final bliss, yes, I feel it, I am alone! NURSE: Madame, are you going to die then? HERODIADE: No, poor grandam, Be calm and, taking your leave, forgive this hard heart, But first, if you will, draw to the blinds, The seraphic azure smiles in the deep windowpanes, And I, I detest the beauteous azure! Yonder Billows rock, and do you not know of a country there Where the sinister sky has the hated mien Of Venus burning in the leafage at night: There would I go. Light again those tapers, Childishness, you say, whose wax of feeble flame Weeps amid futile gold some foreign tear And . . . NURSE: Now? HERODIADE: Good night. O nude flower Of my lips, you lie. I do wait some thing unknown Or, perhaps, heedless of the mystery and your cries, You loose the ultimate and wounded sobs Of a childhood amidst its reveries sensing Its frigid jewels becoming separate at last. | Discover our Poem Explanations and Poet Analyses!Other Poems of Interest...SPRING NOTES FROM ROBIN HILL by HAYDEN CARRUTH THE BIRDS OF VIETNAM by HAYDEN CARRUTH YOUR WORLD by GEORGIA DOUGLAS JOHNSON AN EXPLANATION by JAMES WELDON JOHNSON DOWN BY THE CARIB SEA: 6. SUNSET IN THE TROPICS by JAMES WELDON JOHNSON DOMESDAY BOOK: DR. TRACE TO THE CORONER by EDGAR LEE MASTERS THE NEW APOCRYPHA: BUSINESS REVERSES by EDGAR LEE MASTERS |